Wow.

I saw my baby today. The little peanut was in there, moving and wiggling and looking quite like a baby. The heart was beating away at 176 bpm. It was crazy. At one point the scan was head on, and I could see it's little head and arms by his ears moving around. It was amazing. All I could do not to cry on the table

Just lovely.

Of course, just when I was feeling so relieved and unworried, the u/s tech had to call another radiologist and do a live feed with him. And I KNOW I am a paranoid freak, but just the way she was talking on the phone, and seeming when she was talking to him has me all worried. Like there is something wrong. And of course, the other radiologist will have to call my doctor and tell her what he saw. And my doctor is out of town until next week. So IF he saw something I wouldn't even know. And will just worry until then. It is stupid though, really, isn't it? I shouldn't worry so. The baby was moving, it's heart was beating, it measured right on. WHY do am I so paranoid? Why do I worry so much? Argh.